So, obviously I am not into two-toned hair. I honestly can fathom red on black. I like some guys with the light brown hair. Even if their hair changes tones, I need to have some goal in mind. Something that would work out for me would be to have black hair, but that only works out with guys with black/maroon hair. That's why I don't care. I think that a strong color is also something. Like, what if I dyed it real white goth? That's different than white blonde hair. That's another idea I think I want. I might just save some money and just get something really white. The thing that's wrong is I do want the sparkles. They used to sell that you know. So, I can rule out silver because that's sorta a white effect. White and honey is another good one, though. Hum. It looks like I need some roots. I mean after all it would look fake to go all white to me if I don't straighten it. The orange is interesting. It's just that it's too much to mix up a red. The reds look so fake, too. So, on second thought, now I have to mix red, white, and honey. The problem is the roots. I'm pretty serious with it, though. The thing is white is pretty strict. White on gold is another real option, though. Okay, so white isn't just a highlight. Roots to me aren't just black and also they aren't honey coated. It seems they don't sell deep red. I could always try to dye my roots a reddish honey. So, I'll just step back and think of my hair texture. Now, I think I'll dye it honey blonde to get the right guys. I just want to get one color, but I know about mixing just the problem of the brands. Not much online. Anyway white blonde can look tacky apparently. I'm kinda serious, though, and think I'll see what they have. Like it seems tacky to make a red base. Maybe I should just dye it white for now. I just don't know what order to do it in. Technically, it's 4 colors. I should hold off on the dark recoloring. I should get orange, strawberry blonde, gold, and white. So, first I'll try orange, then strawberry blonde, then light gold, then white. If they have glitter or cream, I'll get it. I'll peruse the aisle for smoothening beatings maybe. I know it's good for your hair. Flat out straightener, though, wouldn't really help me out. I think I'll sit out on that. I already use stuff for it. I'll go back next time. My hair is short, so there'll easily be enough. I just need the 4 little bottles to mix it in as I go along. Something tells me though maybe I'll get a base dark red, yea. So, what, is that 5? Since that depends, I probably will just be orange. If there is a good red there, I will consider just getting one. Easily, though, I can get $50 of it. Since I'm getting bottles, I think it won't hurt. I'll just play around and probably get tired, though. I think I even have to wait until I go, then. It's really annoying for some reason. I should probably just get light reddish honey. I'm good with that anyway. I think I'll try just getting one.
Well no mystery left there. I also wanted to look like Alice in Wonderland, but my hair is too short, anyway, so I think I'll just pass. On second thought no I think I'll just get white. My hair is pretty shiny anyway. I don't feel like mixing red. I guess. The point is I'll get some cute outfit to look like Alice kinda. Hey, how about if I just got dark red and white? 2 is a standard. I think that I'll do. Hm, I want the brightest white though to look like Alice. I guess I need to chose either red or strawberry blonde. Hm, maybe I'll just get white then. It's just too much. I can paint real tints for a project, but I'm too busy with Alice. Let's hope it's tonight. I'll see if the house is quiet. If it is, I'll get in the tub and ask my dad maybe to go out. It's more likely I'll wait though and it'll be when I'm done with a lot of the TV and maybe the Netflix stuff for now.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Legitimate US-European Twins
So, people in the US who keep a low profile have more time for themselves. I feel that TV stars are martyrs. I believe in living your life first and having a good time, though. I mean that think of mirroring someone in the US who is a stronger more condensed body with someone in Europe. You could say that the American has some real benefits and not really find them jealous of Europeans except when the competition to meet with people "back home" comes into play. This is the same thing as looking at different kinds of people. For instance, Mary may be short dark and thin, but just thinner than Mary Jane and shorter than Anny. People in Europe are small if they become vegetarian, and they certainly do have their US counterpart. It's usually for their health. In the US, they have a harder time since we live by the main grocery store. My understanding is that a vegetarian eats meat but just as little as possible and more fish and chicken. My mom is kinda like that. I was born not liking meat and I just had plain home-cooked chicken with katsup. She gives us hot dogs, actually, but not for dinner. We only eat 3 times a day. I don't have dessert now much, but when I do it helps me base my figure to mold. Like, you should eat it only at certain times. I am thinking of eating it more, but I recently ate more burgers (well finished off the steak burgers) this time.
I can't think of any good twins. Overall, I'd say people miss the homeland, like if it's Ireland. Since I have so much different kinds of blood, I am comfortable with England. My dad's dad is Barrett-Donahue. My dad's mom is Barber-Work, Work-Mortimer, Barber-Burkhart, Burkhart-Kifer. She's German-Irish, French-Irish, and Dutch-Irish. She's part PA Dutch and maybe part indian, though I doubt it since they're not mixed. They certainly don't seem to be. I never met a white indian. I assume that my dad's dad is basically Irish/British, really, possibly looks like some Welsh/German. My dad's mom's side looks like it could have some Polish/Russian, though I don't know what that is. They could have anything. I assume in the end we're all mixed, though you have to admit someone from Russia has more Russian. Like, my last names stem from before Poland was made in that area. Also, I have the Scottish-Atlantian and Irish-Canadian Barber side several generations back. So, like, I connect with the Scottish side. People from the US are both shy and outspoken. My dad seems to get a lot of traits from his mom, as well. I think his dad's side is more quiet in that respect. My mom isn't from the US, though, so I just take the high points of each trait. It's true. Why would I take the low points? I am not mixed. A mixed person has nothing to draw from. It's just a spoof. Plus, I'm all white ethnically, if you consider Chinese Indonesian white, which you do or at least I do.
So, I have a big fascination for those who think they're culturally European non-American. It's something that bothers me. I can get along with a European because I'm good, but like I said in my past post race is something that has always existed. Americans can't feel European. Their life is what it is. Maybe a few could make it, but they have unsettled business. Americans help Americans with their problems. It's not nice to break away because of having the growing opportunity and fighting back competition with what you have already. People really do like Europeans, but they don't admit they don't relate. It's some wild fantasy. I don't get some people's interests in me. It's kinda like being interested in a negro, which is always safe. Yea, I wanna be a negro but an attractive one. I believe in being white, too, though. It's really two different things. It has nothing to do with how tan your skin is. Also, people think only Eurasians are superior. I can see why it's fun to weigh the benefits of having both a European mother and father.
The search continues. I had to cut a bob and am dying my hair blonde today and am not sure what color to dye it. I'm growing it out now. I got bored. Nothing looks good in a bob. So, I guess I should plan to get some straightener or anti-frizz stuff if it's there. I think I should lay off, though, because I like to see my hair curl. People curl hair anyway and the thing of it is that hair with volume always seems to curl. I should consider just getting one color. I want a white blonde that looks natural. I want the gold and sparkly white. It sounds like I need to get two. So, how does that work? If you dye it one, oh I know my hair is already darker so I can dye it the darker tone first. So, do the bottom in gold and the top in white. I may get more, too. I may get a red or orange. I had to throw away the old ones because apparently you have to use it right away. It almost seems pointless. I wonder how long before I go out and get it. I think I really want to get the orange then since it's considered red and then a gold blonde and then a white blonde. It sounds like a one time shot. I wonder if I can get them to get it out and get it cut. I assume after this I have to dye it back a natural color. It's really just for fun and I have bangs and it's short. I guess I should just go ahead and pick up 3 extra bottles so I can mix it again later if I want to re-dye it by and by. The other thing is maybe I should just get one color, easy to invest or try to have fun first. I think I'll pick up all 4 and 4 extra bottles.
You can find a lot of people who look like Cindy Williams A.K.A. Shirley Feeney. Did you see "21 Jump Street?" There's a girl who looks like her in it. There are lots of similar people outside that show, though. You can't find people like D'Fazio. You can find people like Peter, Paul, and Mary, actually, and Shania Twain. I haven't seen any Celine Dions, but I see a lotta Catwomen. There are definitely twins. Did you see Girls Aloud/Allowed? I see people in the US just like that. Who's Boxxy? Someone posted a German with bleached hair that looks American, too. I guess that people with mixed ancestry really are serious if all these Europeans just are American-looking. It seems that there are some Irish who look like that. Kids from Britain start out looking hopeless but then are on top because of their race. I don't see why it's competitive like that still. It's not fun.
My problems are more wanting to get out of the house. What does that have to do with me wanting to have the money to travel Europe? Just to look at people is it? It's more for myself. I don't know what that has to do with the country. I don't need to move to a 3rd world country to earn a living. I'm just waiting to get better. I do see the possibility of being a professional first and moving to Hollywood. That's my plan, actually. I do want a life. I don't wanna sell myself. I'm studying films and wanna maybe act, not sure. Mostly, I wanna hook up with people, not sure about that as people don't respond much. How is that all connected? I wanna go to premieres and stuff. I'm not concerned about starting a resume of experience. Maybe, go to film acting school, which is money, but I'm so sick now I can't conceive of that. Plus, who knows how old I'll be? It seems unlikely. It's just that I don't wanna get my hands wet so-to-speak. I have a life right now.
So, ultimately, the US is kinda a place well for me of 1/4 farmer. + I'm a G.R.I.T.S. (Girls Raised in the South.) 1/4 British/Irish. I wish I knew how much Irish, but how can anyone really know. As far as I know, it's 1/16. The Scottish is 1/64. I'm not sure how long my family was Irish, neither, but not forever. Just the Donahue part is.
So, what kind of person do you want to be? Do you want to be My Fair Lady? That's not the sold of mold I have in mind at the moment. LOL. I'm getting the orange, gold, and white hair dye. I'm getting honey for later. I'm getting bottles for each so I can gradually mix it. Plus, I'll splurge on a dark brown black. So, that's $50. Plus, I need the next new outfit. It would be okay if I waited a week, even. I'm watching some things now, as well.
So, I don't see myself as having a twin. I think it's rare. It's the stereotypes you see in the US that you imagine hook up as not being wasted, not like Shirley but more laying low types who aren't too fat and wet like Americans do really. I mean the hard dry thick ones model the typical American without being watery and a little bloated. Can you think of any other example? Plus, the ones who are cute are kinda wasted and tired out and always seem to have gotten dizzy. They are overly stimulated. Young kids are kinda like a new version of them. They're nice, but they're not their parents. Most seem to have white hair. Though, it also seems that you don't see enough of Europeans with white hair somehow. Honey seems to be more in.
I can't think of any good twins. Overall, I'd say people miss the homeland, like if it's Ireland. Since I have so much different kinds of blood, I am comfortable with England. My dad's dad is Barrett-Donahue. My dad's mom is Barber-Work, Work-Mortimer, Barber-Burkhart, Burkhart-Kifer. She's German-Irish, French-Irish, and Dutch-Irish. She's part PA Dutch and maybe part indian, though I doubt it since they're not mixed. They certainly don't seem to be. I never met a white indian. I assume that my dad's dad is basically Irish/British, really, possibly looks like some Welsh/German. My dad's mom's side looks like it could have some Polish/Russian, though I don't know what that is. They could have anything. I assume in the end we're all mixed, though you have to admit someone from Russia has more Russian. Like, my last names stem from before Poland was made in that area. Also, I have the Scottish-Atlantian and Irish-Canadian Barber side several generations back. So, like, I connect with the Scottish side. People from the US are both shy and outspoken. My dad seems to get a lot of traits from his mom, as well. I think his dad's side is more quiet in that respect. My mom isn't from the US, though, so I just take the high points of each trait. It's true. Why would I take the low points? I am not mixed. A mixed person has nothing to draw from. It's just a spoof. Plus, I'm all white ethnically, if you consider Chinese Indonesian white, which you do or at least I do.
So, I have a big fascination for those who think they're culturally European non-American. It's something that bothers me. I can get along with a European because I'm good, but like I said in my past post race is something that has always existed. Americans can't feel European. Their life is what it is. Maybe a few could make it, but they have unsettled business. Americans help Americans with their problems. It's not nice to break away because of having the growing opportunity and fighting back competition with what you have already. People really do like Europeans, but they don't admit they don't relate. It's some wild fantasy. I don't get some people's interests in me. It's kinda like being interested in a negro, which is always safe. Yea, I wanna be a negro but an attractive one. I believe in being white, too, though. It's really two different things. It has nothing to do with how tan your skin is. Also, people think only Eurasians are superior. I can see why it's fun to weigh the benefits of having both a European mother and father.
The search continues. I had to cut a bob and am dying my hair blonde today and am not sure what color to dye it. I'm growing it out now. I got bored. Nothing looks good in a bob. So, I guess I should plan to get some straightener or anti-frizz stuff if it's there. I think I should lay off, though, because I like to see my hair curl. People curl hair anyway and the thing of it is that hair with volume always seems to curl. I should consider just getting one color. I want a white blonde that looks natural. I want the gold and sparkly white. It sounds like I need to get two. So, how does that work? If you dye it one, oh I know my hair is already darker so I can dye it the darker tone first. So, do the bottom in gold and the top in white. I may get more, too. I may get a red or orange. I had to throw away the old ones because apparently you have to use it right away. It almost seems pointless. I wonder how long before I go out and get it. I think I really want to get the orange then since it's considered red and then a gold blonde and then a white blonde. It sounds like a one time shot. I wonder if I can get them to get it out and get it cut. I assume after this I have to dye it back a natural color. It's really just for fun and I have bangs and it's short. I guess I should just go ahead and pick up 3 extra bottles so I can mix it again later if I want to re-dye it by and by. The other thing is maybe I should just get one color, easy to invest or try to have fun first. I think I'll pick up all 4 and 4 extra bottles.
You can find a lot of people who look like Cindy Williams A.K.A. Shirley Feeney. Did you see "21 Jump Street?" There's a girl who looks like her in it. There are lots of similar people outside that show, though. You can't find people like D'Fazio. You can find people like Peter, Paul, and Mary, actually, and Shania Twain. I haven't seen any Celine Dions, but I see a lotta Catwomen. There are definitely twins. Did you see Girls Aloud/Allowed? I see people in the US just like that. Who's Boxxy? Someone posted a German with bleached hair that looks American, too. I guess that people with mixed ancestry really are serious if all these Europeans just are American-looking. It seems that there are some Irish who look like that. Kids from Britain start out looking hopeless but then are on top because of their race. I don't see why it's competitive like that still. It's not fun.
My problems are more wanting to get out of the house. What does that have to do with me wanting to have the money to travel Europe? Just to look at people is it? It's more for myself. I don't know what that has to do with the country. I don't need to move to a 3rd world country to earn a living. I'm just waiting to get better. I do see the possibility of being a professional first and moving to Hollywood. That's my plan, actually. I do want a life. I don't wanna sell myself. I'm studying films and wanna maybe act, not sure. Mostly, I wanna hook up with people, not sure about that as people don't respond much. How is that all connected? I wanna go to premieres and stuff. I'm not concerned about starting a resume of experience. Maybe, go to film acting school, which is money, but I'm so sick now I can't conceive of that. Plus, who knows how old I'll be? It seems unlikely. It's just that I don't wanna get my hands wet so-to-speak. I have a life right now.
So, ultimately, the US is kinda a place well for me of 1/4 farmer. + I'm a G.R.I.T.S. (Girls Raised in the South.) 1/4 British/Irish. I wish I knew how much Irish, but how can anyone really know. As far as I know, it's 1/16. The Scottish is 1/64. I'm not sure how long my family was Irish, neither, but not forever. Just the Donahue part is.
So, what kind of person do you want to be? Do you want to be My Fair Lady? That's not the sold of mold I have in mind at the moment. LOL. I'm getting the orange, gold, and white hair dye. I'm getting honey for later. I'm getting bottles for each so I can gradually mix it. Plus, I'll splurge on a dark brown black. So, that's $50. Plus, I need the next new outfit. It would be okay if I waited a week, even. I'm watching some things now, as well.
So, I don't see myself as having a twin. I think it's rare. It's the stereotypes you see in the US that you imagine hook up as not being wasted, not like Shirley but more laying low types who aren't too fat and wet like Americans do really. I mean the hard dry thick ones model the typical American without being watery and a little bloated. Can you think of any other example? Plus, the ones who are cute are kinda wasted and tired out and always seem to have gotten dizzy. They are overly stimulated. Young kids are kinda like a new version of them. They're nice, but they're not their parents. Most seem to have white hair. Though, it also seems that you don't see enough of Europeans with white hair somehow. Honey seems to be more in.
Europeans have a better figure than Americans
I was born at 8 lbs. & 6 oz. As an infant, sometimes I looked fat. As a toddler, sometimes I looked chubby. Overall, though, I lacked the chubby figure. I wasn't as thin as my mom was as a child, but I was the thinnest one often. Puberty hit hard, like being depressed, though, kinda saggy but not lacking in body parts, like not bulimic.
So, do you think people with taller parents have more body mass? In ballet, they said Europeans didn't have problems like Americans being too bony or that they were slimmer. Actually, I find that overly active ballerinas are always ugly. I did quit and never did too much as overdoing like adult ballet steps isn't healthy.
My theory is that people from England, Scotland, and the other countries, any country in Europe are bigger than white/colored Americans. Americans may be fatter and out of shape, but they lack retaining the human body's form like in the real world. I have a lot of problems, myself, and it's not my fault. I'm slowly getting better. I get startled too easily and I have nothing to do. I did well in school and had fun before I decided to go on sabbatical, but now I'm just reflecting on things I don't have because I live in the states. We tend to be worn and some of us look false. The people who look false tend to think they're more European. Like, maybe the excuse for looking flatter and more plastic than a Barbie is that they're just Norse blood and programming built in them with that sorta non-communicative front, not to say that stereotype would even exist. I bet that Italians in Italy don't feel colored and that people of other races can't constantly bicker at those who are American here like that.
Like, people in the US don't communicate well and learn through experience, whereas in the real world you make decisions and make mistakes. In Europe, it's perfectly normal to "be" more than is apparent from the US. In school, people just seemed to base life on expectations. I find that it's a big deal in the US trying to get out of the house and getting depressed.
Can we just then admit that some people in the US get depressed from those around them and that people in Europe have more body mass. It could be anything. It's certain kinds of muscle, maybe smoother stronger muscles. I'm an artist and don't believe for a second it's that simple that it could be just more muscle but less testosterone. No, it has to be more complicated. People with egg-shaped finger joints is one thing, as well.
People take for granted with race that it's something that has existed forever. We don't know what Italians really looked like, though. We don't know that the Chinese are all different and aren't racist..
I'm 5'3". So, someone in Europe wouldn't be much larger than myself but be taller and probably slimmer but likely not as like specific. Most Americans are less specific and obviously either more exotic, mysterious. Still, though, I assume that someone of a similar stature if that exists would be probably like me with a tight thick butt. They would probably have vacuum-hard arms if they're thin like me. I'm catching up on rest here, as well. I don't know what's wrong with it here. People say I talk a lot but they think they're okay and talk to others. They say I'm quiet, too, though. I'm the quiet cat. I don't see exactly what's not interesting about what I say.
Okay. Okay. So, I'm on a schedule. I'm trying to finish some TV series. I'm having problems pooing right now. (What else? Really.) Okay, not anymore.
I wish I had a different life, really, but you have to admit I had a life before posting online. It's strange. I wonder if kids born earlier got online sooner because of the 90s hypes. With me, I really had a life is the thing.
Isn't that sick, though? People in the US mess up their lives but learn to find who they are in interesting ways I don't get. Like, why isn't anyone "into Tim Burton?" Are they wondering if he's not as white as AnnaSophia Robb? I don't think not. I can guarantee people in Europe have chosen the right lifestyle. For them, they get enough rest and pleasure and sleep and eat. I felt stunted growing up by my whimpy friends, though I was tall.
So, do you think people with taller parents have more body mass? In ballet, they said Europeans didn't have problems like Americans being too bony or that they were slimmer. Actually, I find that overly active ballerinas are always ugly. I did quit and never did too much as overdoing like adult ballet steps isn't healthy.
My theory is that people from England, Scotland, and the other countries, any country in Europe are bigger than white/colored Americans. Americans may be fatter and out of shape, but they lack retaining the human body's form like in the real world. I have a lot of problems, myself, and it's not my fault. I'm slowly getting better. I get startled too easily and I have nothing to do. I did well in school and had fun before I decided to go on sabbatical, but now I'm just reflecting on things I don't have because I live in the states. We tend to be worn and some of us look false. The people who look false tend to think they're more European. Like, maybe the excuse for looking flatter and more plastic than a Barbie is that they're just Norse blood and programming built in them with that sorta non-communicative front, not to say that stereotype would even exist. I bet that Italians in Italy don't feel colored and that people of other races can't constantly bicker at those who are American here like that.
Like, people in the US don't communicate well and learn through experience, whereas in the real world you make decisions and make mistakes. In Europe, it's perfectly normal to "be" more than is apparent from the US. In school, people just seemed to base life on expectations. I find that it's a big deal in the US trying to get out of the house and getting depressed.
Can we just then admit that some people in the US get depressed from those around them and that people in Europe have more body mass. It could be anything. It's certain kinds of muscle, maybe smoother stronger muscles. I'm an artist and don't believe for a second it's that simple that it could be just more muscle but less testosterone. No, it has to be more complicated. People with egg-shaped finger joints is one thing, as well.
People take for granted with race that it's something that has existed forever. We don't know what Italians really looked like, though. We don't know that the Chinese are all different and aren't racist..
I'm 5'3". So, someone in Europe wouldn't be much larger than myself but be taller and probably slimmer but likely not as like specific. Most Americans are less specific and obviously either more exotic, mysterious. Still, though, I assume that someone of a similar stature if that exists would be probably like me with a tight thick butt. They would probably have vacuum-hard arms if they're thin like me. I'm catching up on rest here, as well. I don't know what's wrong with it here. People say I talk a lot but they think they're okay and talk to others. They say I'm quiet, too, though. I'm the quiet cat. I don't see exactly what's not interesting about what I say.
Okay. Okay. So, I'm on a schedule. I'm trying to finish some TV series. I'm having problems pooing right now. (What else? Really.) Okay, not anymore.
I wish I had a different life, really, but you have to admit I had a life before posting online. It's strange. I wonder if kids born earlier got online sooner because of the 90s hypes. With me, I really had a life is the thing.
Isn't that sick, though? People in the US mess up their lives but learn to find who they are in interesting ways I don't get. Like, why isn't anyone "into Tim Burton?" Are they wondering if he's not as white as AnnaSophia Robb? I don't think not. I can guarantee people in Europe have chosen the right lifestyle. For them, they get enough rest and pleasure and sleep and eat. I felt stunted growing up by my whimpy friends, though I was tall.
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